Had a busy day today. Cleaned the entire house and avoided a fire in the washing machine, have a table in the dinning room, and did it all without a martini. I realy feel that I am acomplishing a lot. I just returned home form dinner with Sharon and Carol. We had a realy great evening. We went to the Gyro place on Gravois, then a coup of drinks at Del Peidros. Had a pretty ok day, except for the smokey basemnet from the death of the washer.
Got a call from Mom about 11ish. She was home form work with phenumonia. She waited untill she could not hardly functun untill going to the Dr. she is so in trouble, perhaps Teresa and I need to ground her for a while, or worse give her time out with Dad! Talked to Doris today, she is sounding like the Drew flu is hitting her. Mr. Russell came home from the hospital yeaterday, I tried to call them this afternoon but no answer. I am sure they are back at the usual routine.
I am getting ready to get on the bike, so desperatly need it. The grief councler form BJC called today, I realy like her. Spoke for about an hour and feel better she is not just wanting me to feel better now, but in the long term. The fact that she has a profesional investment instead of a strong emotional one lets me give her the benefit of the doubt in her observations. I know that friends and family want me to feel better now but it is OK to still be angry, hurt and feel abandoned. I will get past when it is time and not untill then.
Well it is time to keep on some sort of routine.
Kenny
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