House Work

It has been a very busy couple of weeks. I had to build a section of fence in the back yard. Have been touching up the paint and today had the floors redone. Tomorrow is cleaning the basement, then Tuesday the upstairs. I have to then get on to cleaning the condo. This weekend is off to Branson for Jackson's birthday. Hard to believe he is already 5 years old. Kevin has been on my mind a lot lately, I am not sure why. The anniversary of his death is coming up in a couple of months.
It is hard to believe that he will be gone for an entire year already. I thought that life would have moved on completely by now and it seems to have went backwards over the last couple of weeks. I was making a lot of headway with getting out and seeing others. I still compare then to Kevin and can not seem to stop it. I don't know if I ever will.
I am getting ready to go back to school after going to Des Monies for the Iowa state fair next month. That's all for mow
Kenny

Moving forward and going out

Have been having some social life as of late. We have went to dinner a couple of times with a man I met last week and have had a couple of nice dinners with. Have met a few other people that I have went out with and enjoyed as well. It is getting easier to look as someone as themselves and not comparing them to Kevin. I still do but usually catch myself. I am starting to have more self confidence. I am starting to enjoy meeting new people and not necessarily looking for a partner but someone to have fun with and not limiting myself to a single guy.
The city is full of men who are interested in me a and me in them so I will have some fun for as long as I want to. I am not sure that the rode to love is before me but if it would be then I would probably attempt a trip.