It has been a few days. I am in the condo, and without Internet there until 12/17. I am checking, and still moving things from the house. I did better the first night, last night, than I thought I would. Had some guilt about leaving the home Kevin and I built. The loneliness was almost paralyzing for a while, then the tears and finally I was better. Slept well, Ambien induced. Still have a lot of stuff at the house to do. I have not even started on the basement and the attic!!
The time seems to sweep past me. I feel that the entire world is on fast forward, and I am stuck in low. The longer this seems to be the further behind I feel. I have to go and get some dinner before I have a blood sugar melt down. More later when I can wrap my head around all the emotions going through me right now. Hard enough to keep myself in control much less share what is in my mind.
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