New additions

I adopted a couple of kittens last week. They are sisters and both black. They have a lot of life in them and it flows into the condo. The house is empty except for a few odds and ends. It is very empty. It is no longer a home to me anyway. I can still see glimpses of the life Kevin and I shared in our home. Glimpses are all that are left there. Most of the memories are within me, photos and some trinkets also bring back the times when I was not alone. I am adjusting to this new way of living slowly but I am at least adjusting. My life is my own now and what I make of it is up to me and me alone. I am finding that being alone is easier and easier as time goes by. I am no longer shying away from social groups and actually had a good time on Saturday at the happy hour.
I am even contemplating going out for a while tonight. I am starting to like the idea of having fun again without too much guilt. Kevin would not want me to sit alone for the rest of my life. I am not sure how Kevin would have dealt with being the one left, but I have some ideas. I would not want him to be alone and make his life all about reliving the past. So I must stop it as well.