Almost 42

I am trying to finish up the final touches on the condo before Ed, Karin, and Katie get her at the end of June. I will be 42 in a week and this will be my first birthday since Kevin died, our anniversary will be on July 8. We would have been together for 16 years. Who am I kidding we still are in my emotional mind. This is probably why I am having so much difficulty meeting new people. I have never had a problem with this in the past. I also realized that I have not put up any new photos in a long time so i am going to try to add a few today. Getting the condo under control has helped me mentally a great deal. The house is officially off the market, it did not sell, I am going to rent it out.
I have some ambitious plans for this week, some that have carried over for a few weeks. I am doing better at getting everything done that I need and want to.